Today was my first day at my job and it was FREEZING outside. Okay, so I don’t live where it’s snowing but for SouthWest Florida it was toooo cold, our low was 36 degrees today. Of course I’m also battling a cold that I thought was gone by decided to come back with vengeance.
The nerves about the first day got to me, the thoughts of “what if I mess up” or “what I’m not good enough” kept running through my head yesterday and this morning, to the point I want to get into my binging because all I wanted was to comfort eat since that is what I’ve known to do for 8 years. But I tried not to give in but when I was at my boyfriends for the new year, and my Nerves were starting to go haywire, all I wanted was to eat and ordered the smorgasbord and then HATED myself afterwards. I’m still working on breaking this binging issue I’ve dealt with for 8 years and even the purging for the past year or so, but it’s a work in progress and hopefully soon I’ll find the right professional who can help.
On another note – here’s the OOTD
Shirt: button down from Express
Pants: leggings from Ann Taylor
Shoes: ABella from DSW